d AgnY oF L0SS

i asks myself, what's d mst painful of ol dis shit? s it ltng u go? s it wtchng u hpi w/ sum1 else's arms, & feeling a sting, knwng dat ur able 2 do thngs 4 him, thngs dat u r unwilling 2 do 4 me? s it da fact dat i seem 2 hve lost my bstfrnd? or s it da bitter truth dat u r evrythng dat i wnted yet u rfused 2 b wat i needed?

...despite of my efforts 2 4gve u, sme pains jaz wnt leave me n peace.jaz wen my wounds r healing, dey r reopened evn deeper...but pls dnt get me wrng, 4 ive frgvn u...ive mnged to cnquer my anger & gve it an almghty kick out of my systm...yet pains stl rmns, sumhw...if only i cn reprgram dis rstless mind, i'd dlete all da bitter mmories. not jaz 4 my own sake bt also 4 da rdmption of our frndshp...

...now i mst put an end 2 dis mdness, & kip a sfe dstnce frm u. but knw dat i'l nvr b 2 far awy 4 a frnd...aftr all, im rspnsble 4evr 4 wat ive tamed...

...may the both of u endure all odds

...jaz alwys seek 4 His lght n da darkst of tmes...

... & ooh, dis song's 4 u:

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive

I watched helpless as

you turned around to leave

and still I have the pain

I have to carry

a past so deep

that even you could not bury

if you tried

after all this time

I never thought we'd be here

never thought we'd be here

when my love for you was blind

but I couldn't make you see it

couldn't make you see it

that I loved you more

than you'll ever know

and part of me died

when I let you go

I would fall asleep

only in hopes of dreaming

that everything

would be like it was before

but nights like this

it seems are slowly fleeting

they disappear

as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time

I never thought we'd be here

never thought we'd be here

when my love for you was blind

but I couldn't make you see it

couldn't make you see it

that I loved you more

than you'll ever know

and part of me died

when I let you go

after all this why

would you ever wanna leave it

maybe you could not believe it

that my love for you was blind

but I couldn't make you see it

couldn't make you see it

that I loved you more than

you will ever know

and part of me died

when I let you go

and I loved you more

than you'll ever know

and part of me died when I let you go...