The Struggle

It was a point in my past where I shouldn't be wallowing anymore, what with all the excruciating pains it has caused me - vows that were made and eventually broken, friendships that were lost and never been fully restored and precious ideals that were almost deserted. I guess I needed to seek the path back to my old life to be able to fully comprehend why I am here and who I am. Heck, God knows mine was a journey with perils of losing the part of me which you and I love the most. I was an Anakin on the verge of morphing into a Darth Vader, maybe even worse. It was everything but easy, and now, as I continue to immerse myself in the subtleties and stupidities of the everyday world, the best and worse of me is yet to come...